Monday, April 19, 2010

In mid-air

I feel like I am flying.
There is space, there is chaos, there are possibilities

Work is coming to a close, with many possibilities ahead.

I finished my Energy Kinesiology program, which is only just the beginning.

I have that moment when you stop and you contemplate where you are at.

In one mind, I feel as though I have thrown all my cards in the air and have a sense of complete freedom. Like when you go skydiving. You take a leap of faith. As you plummet towards the earth, you have a sense of stillness, complete freedom.

Yet, at the same time another part of the mind is in complete chaos. Trying to control and figure out the next steps. It worries about the future and the past. It blindly tries to grasp to something tangible.

I am finding myself between these two minds lately. One of stillness, one of chaos.

All I know is it feels right. There is a sense of clearness and clarity. Every fiber of my muscles, every nucleus of my community of cells that work together to be me, knows that all is good.

As the talented (and very insightful) Miss Creative always says, everything is ALWAYS OK!

So as I head into the stillness and chaos of life and experience what transpires my aim is to keep an open heart and clarity of mind to follow my intuition.

Friday, April 9, 2010

Making room for the garden to grow!

It has been a BIG week…

After a trip to the beautiful city of Portland (City of Roses) I decided to clear some space and resigned from my position as a Staff Nurse after 5 years of service. At the same time I am graduating from my Kinesiology course from ICOHA after having completed my final case studies (yippee)!

The time had come to create some space for my passion of wellness in healthcare rather than the focus being on ‘dis-ease’. Also, to create room for me to practice kinesiology and help facilitate some positive energy out there in the world.

So now...

I embark on a new journey of the unknown. I feel a little bit like Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz (an all time fave). I know this is a path I must walk, not really knowing what may come or where it might lead, but that is OK. It is invigorating to have that feeling of endless possibilities and the world at your feet.

I feel as though the seeds have been planted in my garden.

I am ready to nurture my garden, as the roses bloom and flourish and maybe even a few surprises, a tulip or gardenia…

So now I venture down my path as my garden sprouts with a sense of excitement, anticipation and hope…knowing that the best is yet to come!